2nd week of 2009

Salam readers. Aku menulis ini dgn menyahut seruan Romizi untuk meng'update'kan blog ini. Aku pon tak tau siapa lagi baca blog ini kecuali dia. Maybe adik beradik aku seorang dua. Mak aku cakap blog aku membosankan. Entahlah, menulis bukanlah passion utamaku. Namun aku gagahkan diri juga untuk menulis. Lagi satu, aku sebenarnya tak suka sangat expose pasal diri sendiri. Nak cakap pasal ape ek.

Aku menulis ini di kertas dgn tangan kiri ku, sebelum aku type balik ke keybord.

Adikku Aff akan kahwin tak lama lagi. Alhamdullilah, dapat jugak mak aku menantu. Aku pulak baru pindah rumah, dok sendiri. Sebelum ni dok dgn abah. Yelah sempena Awal Muharam ni pon aku mengambil kesempatan untuk berpindah. Akhirnya aku berjaya juga berdiri di atas kaki sendiri. Walaupun aku lambat bagi kebanyakkan orang, (aku dah masuk 30 tahun ini), ini satu achievement yg penting bagi aku untuk memulakan kerajaan aku sendiri. Bak kata pepatah cina "a million miles journey begin with a single step". chewah.

Yela, dalam usia sebegini aku tak punya ape lagi. Rumah sendiri, kereta (baru), bini dan anak2. Walaupun begitu aku punyai ultimate happiness iaitu punyai kerjaya yg benar2 aku cintai ; mengajar matematik tambahan & mencipta lagu. Alhamdulillah, rezeki aku tak putus2, malahan bertambah pula. Umpama org bayar kite buat benda yg kite suke. cool kan.

Dear Romizi, dan sape2 yg sudi membaca blog yg tidak seberapa ini, aku akan cuba update seminggu sekali tentang perjalanan hidup sebutir pasir di lautan ini. Wassallam.

1st : Art Philosophy

"The only tyrant I accept in this world is the "still small voice" within me" ,Mahatma Gandhi


"You need to claim the events of your life to make yourself yours" , Anne-Wilson Schaef


"I have nothing. I own nothing. I have only LOVE, and FAITH", Zainal Zulia


" I paint not by sight but by faith. Faith gives U sight", Amos Ferguson


"We must accept that this creative pulse within us is God's creative pulse itself",Joseph Chilton Pearce


"Whenever I have to choose between two evils, I always like to try the one I haven't tried before", Mae West


"There is a logic of colors, and it is with alone, and not with the logic of the brain, that the painter should conform", Paul Cezanne


"Creation is only the projection into form of that which already exists", Shrimad Bhagavatam


"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious", Albert Einstein


"Go confidently in the direction of your dreams! Live the life you've imagined. As U simplify your life, the laws of the universe will be simpler", Henry David Thoreau


"The more we learn to operate in the world based on trust in our intuition, the stronger our channel will be and the more money we will have", Shakti Gawain


"We will discover the nature of our particular genius when we stop trying to conform to our own or to other people's models, learn to be ourselves, and allow our natural channel to open", Shakti Gawain

Bidadari II

Bidadari itu ada
Sentiasa di sampingku
Memberiku kekuatan

Terima kasih sayang
Hadirmu adalah anugerah
Kedamaianmu adalah keindahan
.. bagiku

Mungkin kau tak pernah tahu
Aku mencintaimu
Sebelum bertemu mu lagi..

Sajakiri

Kini baru kesedar
Betapa agungnya
ciptaan-Mu ini

Aku di sini
hanya mampu diam
memerhatikan
Keindahan ini

Sampai bilapun
Tak akan ku mengerti..

Faith

Salam readers..

Life is a journey. In whichever route we choose, it will end someday. That's why we must choose the route that meaningful to us.

The Life is not all about ourselves. We are just one part of the Universe. Allah made us on purpose. It is our own task to discover our unique purpose.

If U already discover ur purpose, then have faith. Allah will guide U along the way. He will granted any wish U ask for, if only U follow ur purpose and have ultimate faith in Him, Insya-Allah.

Im sharing this to reflect my life. I already found my purpose; im just lacked faith. Faith in myself. But again, life is a journey. I rather die in the route, than just staying comfortably in home.

Faith is strong word. It is spiritual. It is the only way to connect with Allah, and Universe.

Have faith in Him; He shall have faith in U.

Amin.

Tinggal Rangka

Written & Arranged by : Jenal Zulia

Performed by : TuLanG

Verse : Hakikatnya aku kan terus menanti 

Bertahun lamanya, kukan berdiri
Menanti saatnya, yang takkan tiba
Akukan berdiri, terus menanti

The words says it all. Ntah apenda tah aku tulis ini. Aku tulis dgn tangan kiri. Bila tangan kiri aku yg menulis, maknanya ia direct dari subconcious ku.Erm..maknanya aku menanti sesuatu yg tidak akan kunjung tiba, Pathetic. Kesian.

Pre-chorus : Bukalah matamu, lihatlah hatimu itu

Berilah jawapanmu itu, yang tiada soalannya

Pada mulanya aku pun tak paham maksudnya. Tapi setelah dalaminya, this is actually monologue with myself. How my brain asked my soul to forget it, & back to reality. Hmm.. interesting.

Chorus : Kau semadikan laguku, biar payah biar lama

Berjanjilah kaukan hadir
Ku semadikan hatimu, biar lama biar payah
Ku bejanji akan hadir

Tapi aku seorang yg degil. Aku tetap setia. Aku tetap ada faith yg utuh. Lalu aku berjanji.

Perjanjian kepada yg sesuatu itu. Bila kau merenung ke dalam dasar hati mu. Atau bila kamu merenung dalam mata seseorang itu. Inilah perjanjiannya.

Bridge : Seribu tahun kumenanti, saat bersamamu

Namun hatimu ada dihatiku ini

Ini adalah reply drp sesuatu/seseorang yg telah berjanji dgn kita tadi. Walau apapun terjanji, kite tetap mengharapkan penantiannya, menanti kita.

Lagu ini punyai seribu pengertian. Ia boleh membawa maksud yg pelbagai relationship. Kesetiaan (cinta) kepada diri sendiri, kepada kekasih, kepada sahabat, kepada ahli keluarga, kepada peminat kami (chewah!), kepada impian, atau kepada Tuhan.

Kesetiaan yg buta. Tapi bermakna. Kesetiaan mambuat hidup ini bermakna.

Faith in yourself.

Baru aku paham.

Vibration & Law of Attraction Part 1

All 'matter' has its own frequency. What is frequency? Frequency is vibration rate per second.

All matter consist of atoms (including us!). Inside atom there is nucleus (the centre), consist of proton and neutron. And there is electrons, which orbiting the nucleus (like planets orbiting the sun). The speed of the electrons is the vibration.

Resonance occur when 2 different matters, vibrates with the same frequency, clashes, and the result is ENERGY.

In physics term, resonance is when we switch on our radio to a certain frequency, (for example ERA FM - 103.3 mega hertz), and the result is ENERGY - a sound/song we heard.

In life term, resonance is when we fell in LOVE. When both (or more) parties had the same frequency, will definitely resulted ENERGY - AN ULTIMATE MOTIVATION IN LIFE!

Since all 'matter' has their own vibration, WE ONLY WILL, i repeat, ONLY WILL attracted to the matter the has the same vibration with us. This is so true like 1+2=3.

Yes. There is a MATHEMATICAL CORRELATION in our life.

OK. So what? What we can do anyway?

Good question.

Good news, friend.

WE ARE THE ONLY MATTER/CREATURES THAT CAN CHANGE OUR FREQUENCY CONSCIOUSLY.

No other 'matter' can.

To be continued..

Hairiza - Part 1

Hairiza is my first love. She's actually my second cousin. We were seldom met, but 'i get to know' her when i was 14. We exchanged letters for a year, before we stopped for a while.

She is so beautiful. When i say beautiful, what i really meant is beautiful within. And yet, physically, she's attractive.

Attractive + inner beauty = angel

But whats makes her so special because she is really kind-hearted, subtle, a great listener, and always see the positive side of things.

And i love a woman who always smile.

And when i was 19, i made a comeback by contacting her again. She was totally warm and welcoming me ever since. I really felt we had the chemistry (we can chat non-stop). And she shared same birthday date with my mum.

Then i confessed my feeling by sending her my self-written song titled 'Hairiza'. To my surprise, she was totally fine with it (i tot she would reject me on the spot) and had asked me to keep in touch with her as long as possible.

And we were getting closer ever since.

We shared trouble ( i had a family problem at the time) and she always be there to listen. And i always remember how she said to me "zainal, riza pun rasa apa yg zainal rasa, dan riza akan selalu di sini untuk mendengar".

How sweet.

True love & soul..

We are not what we think. Our mind often play tricks, by persuading our emotions.

We are our souls.

A soul is sacred & pure. It is the shortest link to God. It always searching & seeking for true love. And will continue to do so until the end.

It knows no fear and boundary.

We must stand to what we love the most.

That is the purpose, and nobody will do it for us.

Coz true love will make us strong, stronger, and strongest!

Tinggal Rangka

Aku hilang pulak aku punya hi-stats ni. Apsal ha? Dah tak bole tau sape2 bace blog aku yg tak seberapa ni ha ha. OK anyway semalam aku jam dgn budak-budak Sajakiri; Keno, Jaja & Meor. Best jugak sebab Meor (drummer baru) main drum tight habis. We are ready to rock! Aku bangga dgn Band aku ni. Semuanya 'give their heart out'. Fully committed.

Tgh2 jam tuh, kite mainla la lagu River kan, (next week nak masok studio kan), tiba2 biler main lagu 'Tinggal Rangka', rase mcm best plak. Alih2 Keno suggest record lagu 'Rangka' instead of 'River'. Hmm... Aku personally mmg prefer lagu 'Rangka' ni lagi sbb lg catchy..pastu kitorang unanimously agree.

Recording lagi seminggu...sempat lagi tukar lagu tuh...apa daa

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'The appearance of things changes according to the emotions, and thus we see magic and beauty in them, while the magic and beauty are really in ourselves'

Khalil Gibran

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