The journey continues...

Further reading.

I wrote this on 7th Jan 2009, or 32 months ago. I wrote this when I moved from my father house, live together with 'strangers' in an apartment (the strangers turn out to be the famous Ahmad Fedtri Yahya, TV3 Host). Sense of loneliness at that time, separated from family, and really have nobody, feel like a loser. At 30 years old of age.

But now, 32 months later, my life turned 360-degree. Alhamdulillah, now I have wife, who loves me dearly (and unconditionally), house (thank U abah), a 'new' car, my music project Sajakiri, and insyallah will start my own tuition center soon. Life is miracle. My life changed rapidly in those 32 months, than in the last 10 years. How it could be?

Every single nite, before sleep, I will write 'syukur', list of 3 to 5 things that I most grateful for the day. I never miss write it down. Whether the day was 'sunshine' or 'gloomy', I just keep writing it nevertheless. It is a good practice to remind myself how 'lucky' and 'fortunate' I am. Irregardless of the external circumstances.

Alhamdulillah, it works well for me. Not only that, my relationship with people, especially with my family, significantly improve as well. I always believe the best doa is 'bersyukur', rather than 'plain ask' from God, wallahuakhlam.

Now again, a new chapter in my life. Like before, I don't have any 'clear' clue of 'what should I do next'. Life is like a long journey back home, U cant see the actual destination (but U can imagine it), U can only see hundreds meter away. Life is a mystery. Mystery is beautiful and I love it. It will keep life interesting. I really look forward in my future, and what it hold for me.